It's been two years now that I started this blog- Well, I dont want to repeat the story that I did for last year.

Suffice to say that, I dont love my blog as I did an year before. May be I am getting used to its presence- may be an overwhleming presence- may even be a mask of sorts. I am trying hard to justify- to carry on with certain habits, certain likes and dislikes. Within the last year and now, this blog had been closed once, abandoned once and even kicked out of the URL thrice. But time and again, my yearning for putting down something had made me come back to the thing that I cherished a lot.

I am clueless whether I still have that in me to write anything that would stimulate me. I am searching for other avenues of stimulation. Hopefully will find them- don't know if they ever will stand up to this blog's effect. I am in such a state of flux- hopefully things will settle down- afterall, what is left in Men but hope, dream and future?